I am my own boss. A lousy one.

Shit.

Semester baru dah nak bukak and i have not search any single journal for my final year project yet.

Splendid!















I should be worry. Shouldn't I?



love,
geeds

Affairs

A few weeks back, i kinda fought with my mother. Well, we are not really fighting, but more to me being the rarely rebellious me. I disagree with everything that came out from her mouth. It all started when my mom and my brother team up and make me worked in the same place my brother is working right now WITHOUT having my opinion being heard. And that piss me off.

Then i decided to move out from the house and go visit my aunt in Kuantan. I met with my girlfriends and had a great talk. Despite the chaos that occurred in the family in between that time, i had a great time with my other 3 nephew and nieces. All those hugs and kisses from the little kids really do makes my heart blooms.

After a week, i came back to my mom's place. Putting those that had happen behind and starting anew. Things started off great and my mom practice on how to listen again. I'm glad everything is fine now and very am proud of how mature i handle stuff now. Instead of I talk back to my mom, i take some time away from her and calm myself which is proven to be working perfectly fine.

Make up, don't break up.
And this goes to all lovers out there too.












love,
geeds.

I Love You.

Semester breaks means spending quality time with your loved one.
Not to forget cuddling up and messing around with my little nephew.
I'm thankful for the time we had together.

Aunty loves you Sayyid!

love,
geeds

Inhuman

I know this sounds very depressing, but right now, my mind is so messed up (with i don't even know what) that i swear i have feelings of wanting to be crash by a super fast moving bullet train but somehow i survive. Just so i can feel the mighty pain.








love,
geeds.

Heart beat fast

I trip and fall
feeling stuffy
wanting to be free
and feel pretty
so you could see
the beauty in me
and love me to infinity

I feel scared
of the unknown
but not for long
I brave myself
when time do the heal
people will soon see
the value of me




love,
geeds

The rest is still unwritten.

I don't know what happened or what went wrong. My magic fingers is not working properly lately. Every time i open the browser and view my blog page, i could not come out with anything. Even reading other people's blog post could not bring me back into this little world of mine.

Each time i started tapping on the keyboard, i will just end up tapping on the backspace and closing the windows immediately.

After much struggle, this is what i manage to do from now.
I pray that you guys live a healthy life and stay happy without any worries.








love,
geeds.

Connection error

Proses penuaan meningkat dengan kadar yang cepat jika situasi ini berterusan.

A very poor service from maxis line and also a super slow internet connection is stressing me out. I can't contain myself anymore if i only get to update a few lines of words. Or wait for the page to load which seems like forever. Or or clicking on the send button over and over again because the text messages was unable to be send.
sheesh!

Have mercy on me. Please?














love,
geeds.